I haven’t lost any real weight. In fact, I found some old pounds, lost them and then gained them again.
I’ve still lost myself, my motivation, my desire to write, or blog, or eat well or plan, etc. I want it so badly, and yet I cannot seem to find the spark necessary to get started. I’ve embraced the new plan, and yet, I do not want to plan. Ironic, huh?
I am embarrassed to come on here and share my new goals, new ideas, fresh start, only to be back in the same predicament as I was before. I wanted this blog to be motivating, and yet I cannot seem to find anything to make it just that.
I “found” Orange Theory fitness, which I actually quite enjoyed. I joined, but then got really ill last weekend and was unable to attend. My next scheduled class is this Saturday, so I am hoping that will help to motivate me to move a little more and eat a little less. My plan is to attend at least two days a week for now, until I can build up my endurance. I then may consider adding an additional day to the week. For now, I think two days is doable and a fair goal, considering my mo is to over plan and then become discouraged when I cannot keep up.